My car's right side is wrecked. Reckless me for being sleepy during driving. I should have just go slow and be cautious but I know it won't help either, because I get so much sleepy if I drive slowly. I have been catching this driving narcolepsy for a couple of months ago already. Everytime I drive when the weather is so hot or cold, I would get narcoleptic. But when I reached home, everything went fine, I didn't even doze off.
But yeah, this is the first time I had a head on collision with another car. Lucky it was the front right side of the car that was wrecked. The other car was fine, only scratches and not so visible dents. The misfortune that befalls me really hit me hard and now I learned my lessons not to drive if you feel very sleepy. Bring a bottle of water to wash off your dry and sleepy eyes and drive safely.
To everyone out there, safe journey to wherever your destination is. Thanks to my missus for your concerned and it's not your fault baby, okay? I love you so much!
Well hello again guys, I'll be updating my post on my blog. So what's new so far? Well there aren't much happening. Syawal is over today, so a new month Zulkaedah which is the 11th month of Hijrah calendar. Next month in November, I'll be starting a new career and new path in my life. I just got offered a job with the Ministry of Foreign Affairs and Trade for the post Third Secretary. It was the first job I have ever applied for after completing my studies at the Institut Teknologi Brunei. I could consider myself very fortunate to have been offered a job there. So yeah a career as a diplomat, eh? Never expected myself to end up being a diplomat. It is my missus dream job, and she's really happy that I got the job that she dreamed of.
Off to a new start, a new beginning. I really hope it's the right choice and decision. I really enjoyed working with my current employer. The staffs are great and very friendly. It was a fun work environment, the jobs aren't that stressful and I got to travel back and forth to other districts as well. It's a great experience, a valuable one. I would like to thank all of my colleagues and co-workers. Thank you all so much!
Lastly, I just want to say that I really love my girlfriend so much. I will do my best to make you happy every single day my love. You are my priority and I will devote my time and attention to you. I love you Nabilah HJ. =)
Last weekend, me and my Aurellia went to see a movie at a cinema. The initial plan was to watch the movie Max Payne at the Mall Cineplex which I had already reserved a couple seat for but then we had to scrap off the plan because we had a late lunch at my crib. So we decided to watch anything at the Empire Cinema hoping there would be a movie showing around 2 pm. So we went there as fast as we could and luckily the movie Eagle Eye was still showing there, which my Aurellia wanted to watch so much but the Mall Cineplex aren't showing it anymore.
The movie was an action/thriller conspiracy themed movie which touches the subject about citizens' privacy, the impact of digital technology where Artificial Intelligence plays a big role in managing the tasks of investigating, making judgments and actions according to collected data, executing executive decisions for a country, which in this particular movie, is the United States of America. The movie clearly shows how fully dependent we are on digital technology for our everyday life and how leaving decision making to an Artificial Intelligence system that could have make it fully steadfast to its written instructions, would only bring disaster as the imperfections of human decisions and leniency allowed the World to be in stability instead of chaos.
I'd give the movie 8/10 just because of how the plot and story weaved together and in the end showing what the true purpose of the A.I. selecting Jerry Shaw and Rachel Holloman to lead them to various actions and tasks. The only downside to this movie is the car chase scene right at the second quarter of the movie which left me dizzy because of the messy and disorderly camera angles.
I really love you so much Nabilah HJ!
Hey people, I'm back posting some updates for the blog. How's Syawal so far? It's been really great but the festive mood has been dying out. Probably during the weekends, most families will open up their houses to host a banquet for a Raya Open House. Looking forward to it if there are any invitations at all.
I wanted to talk something about life in general. As a person who are born in this world, we never really know what our purpose is about living in this world. Some say we are just here temporarily and most believe that we will return to God Almighty Allah SWT in akhirat, living our eternal lives there. I learned a lot last night about my life in general and what I wanted to be in the future and how I am gonna live in this world. Am I gonna survived? For all I know, I've always been very dependent on my parents. I live with them, they provide me shelter, food and hospitality. Yet I never truly learn how to do all they did to me and here I am, reaching half of a normal human life, with no knowledge or talent or skill to make it through this world.
Someone made me realised that I will never grow up if I never start to think and do things on my own, I will forever be dependant on them. We are mere mortals, sooner or later we would expire and return to God. That made me realised that I will be alone if they are no longer in this world, how will I survive if I never try and take things on my own. Soon I'll be having a career and that career would lead me to be someone responsible and many responsibilities will have to be taken care of. I alone, must learn and grasp things on my own to survive. I have to think by myself, make decisions by myself, feed myself and live my whole life responsibly without any helf. Survival is vital for oneself, without that instinct and urge to do things on your own, you will be left behind and alone.
I realised that I have to change the way I think, the way I live, the way I act and the way that would drag me in this world. A change is a must and I firmly believe that leaving your past life behind and moving on will help you in this life. There is no way to always stay in the past and live in it. It meant nothing and it will only bring you nothing.
I thank my love for giving me the advise, the motivation and the scolding to help to become someone better in this world, someone responsible with a purpose in his life. Someone that is believable and will bring happiness to his own life. I really love you sayang, soo much. I've learned a lot and I regret everything. It's time to move on boy, you're a grown up. You have a career, you have your responsibilities and you have a new girlfriend. Make changes and try to appreciate them more.
She's celebrating her 19th birthday today, on the 9th of October.
Wishing her all the best and may all her wish comes true.
I really love you so much my Aurellia, with all my heart!
Enjoy your birthday yeah and have a blast!
Expect a surprise from your hubby soon, yeah? =)
With Love,
Hilmi
I would love to apologise to anyone whom I've hurt, offended and insulted or anything. Except for the piggy bitch and that one whore, I won't give a damn about them.
My raya has been enjoyable and it was really great. Lots of relatives and friends to visit and ask for forgiveness.
Syukur Alhamdulillah to God Almighty Allah SWT for the opportunity to celebrate another raya this year.
Happy Hari Raya to everyone else!